tired mission.

he yo rockers!

blogging here to actually release stress, my stress.

wushu night is on 25th april and today is practically our last rehersal,
and the dance completely not syncronized. i mean duhh, we all obviously know that
but what totally annoyed me is the way my so called TEAM handle the tense surrounding.
Just because Mr. M here bugging us with how we're not syncronized, they all started panicking and even worse, start crying. man, i know bunch of them are perfectionist and all but just by being perfect in ure own nature and not being professional and work ure ass off for it then say good bye to ure graceful elegant dance. and although they always see me playing around but that doesnt mean i don't learn anything. and today was a very fecking stupid practise session i had ever have in my whole entire 4 years of dancing experience.(metaphore sangat) i mean,for god damn sake, u crying or making sour face aint gonna make things better.

and i guess i was so pissed off that i also making my rarely-showed shit face. and Mr.M started to bug me about that.

Mr. M: wo bu xi huan zhe zhong tai du, ru guo you shi qing yao shuo jiu shuo!!
( i dont like this kind of attitude, if got things to say then spit it out!)

PFFT!! oh my fucking heaven sake, u started the whole things. putting pressure on those girls. u think they're too pro to fix things in a zap ah?u think dancing is only to satisfied other people meh, if its like that, I, too won't have passion for dancing la!! dancing is also to make ureself happy and stress free BAKA!!

and girls please la, no use if ure not enjoy doing things that u love right?

haih,
hear from me soon,
ssam.