to see u went away, they stole u from me, it hurts.

I don't know what did i do wrong, till u left us.
don't mind me but there's a person who raised u up with all the love and attention for u,
waiting for u.
Have pity on her. no matter how u broke her heart, she still keep on waiting,
praying for u to come back.

pls,

come back to us.

who still loving u,
ssam.

leave me if i'm just a substitude for u.

friends MIA.

people who still think i'm their friend,

u know where to find me.

if not, then i'm out of here.

chow.

ssam.

i love you. its what i've always wanted to say.

yay!! exams over for the week! but still got 2 more paper to go. add maths and islam. sigh.

this is what we call family's betrayal. technically, i wouldn't say that la. but i'm pissed with my cousin. so, for now i'm using very big words!

u wanna know what happen? maybe some of u don't but its my blog, i don't give a fuck about what u think! u open ure little tiny eyes and read my fucking luahan hati ok?

here it goes, last weekend i went to banting, my cousin's house. alone smore! my family didn't follow. so yeah. cousin getting married la. came there, everyone was so cold to me. i was like wtf?
what did i do la? but there' s this another cousin of mine, nadirah. she's the only cousin that is good to me la and the one that people ignore much. she was like" u know kak fiza(the cousin that getting married) said ure do rude to others? and she don't like u for that." I WAS LIKE SERIOUS WHAT THE FUCK?! i didn't even talked to her since my dad died and she suddenly said that? gila is it? i susah susah came there just for her and in return she said that about me? serious ungrateful bitch wei!and her family was like weird weird one. they were nice to me but still weird. i said that since she insult me first. hmph! WOI PEOPLE WHO SO CALLED MY FAMILY, I KNOW U STINKY PEOPLE JEALOUS OF ME BECAUSE I'M A FREAKING FUN ROCKER AND URE NOT BUT I AM AND ALWAYS NICE TO U BUT IN THE END U CREATURES STILL BE MEAN TO ME AND MY FAMILY!SO PLEASE, BACK OFF IF U THINK U WANNA BE MEAN AGAIN.:P

haha. puas hati.
so, sorry to friends who want me to go to ICCconcert, want to but can't. got other plans babyy! a not fun one.-_________-

exams so far, hmm, let see:

chinese- tiny hope to not fail.
sejarah- sigh.-_-
biology- i am pretty sure i can score. A2 would do good too.
malay- haha. ok ok lorh.
physics- I WANNA DO WELL BUT FUCKING NOT WELL THAT TIME. CANNOT DO. sob sob
english- ok. satisfied.
chemistry- senang siot!
maths- to all who screwed up this paper, join the club. haha!

hahah,
ok till here,
ssam.