tears i have shed for u.

hey yo rockers,
check out my ms, realize something "unusual"


reasons why i dislike indies:


I'm totally not a fucking JUDGEMENTAL bitch, aite?
but seriously, indie people has seperate this followers from heavenly fashion sense.* sob sob
example A: " omg, i'm so indie but i wanna look sexy!"
example B: " oh, its so cold here, better put on my thick cotton (ok, i forgot what that thing call)." *wtf, its malaysia, its freaking hot here.
example C: ok, i have no comment on this chick.-.-'
example D: 50-50, lala and indie, wtf?
example E: " i know i'm a bit chubby, still i wanna look tight. oh god, i'm so cool ok?"



reasons why i adore high fashion:

don't u just adore their sense of style?

ok, i maybe sometimes ter-accidently wear something stupid but u know that can be forgiven because big stars make mistake too. but these people ah? damn sad woi. how can they missed out on such adorable stuff like high-waisted skirts, fabulous handbag, oxford heels, casual designer filp flop, other sweet-glamorous-high-fashion stuff? i also couldn't afford some of it but hey still. bargain is good too. i done that once.=)

i am so thankful to have an aunty who has a high sense of fashion and has been teaching me all this valuable knowledge throughout my 16 years of life.

lol

hear from me soon,
ssam.

definition of peace.

kicking it with cookie jar- gym class heroes

hey people, i'm practically bored. so, thinking of updating my blog.
need to go tution later at 3. P. akaun, physics, chemistry. sigh.
okay, here's the thing, yeah, i know i know i very outdated but i'm really sorry.
i watched the SAW, u know that movie where the fella give choices for the victim to either choose killing people in order to escape or u just die? so the thing is i watched all the gross part while having my dinner! damn cunted rite? haha. lame -___-'



try to find this action figure at the store i went yesterday but couldn't find any. there's naruto shippudden's action figure but not this one. i want it! despite naruto's series have lots and lots of weird character in it, there's a only few that i like:
*naruto when he grows up.
*gaara as the kazukage
*konoha's 4th hokage
*the 8- tailed beast's host(dunno wats his name la)
*pain
*jiraaya

and onlythis few. az said i'm so childish but hey, its my interest ok?
plus,it is cool what? its not like i only favour naruto only.
i like to go spa but never have the time to, i like kenneth cole, i like coach.
see, i'm not weird just at the moment wanting this collection of naruto stuff.

hear from me soon,
ssam.

unbreak my heart, even if u did, i still love u with all the pieces of it.

hey u suckers! sorry sorry, hey u rockers! happy? geesh.

so today, chinese teacher brought us to the chinese books exhibition. since there's no book that i like, so just checking around. dal,me and az walked around and doing stupid funny faces imitating the book's cover la. and then i saw this one book about sexuality education. wtf? i mean, i don't mind reading it but the school really let that book to be displayed and sell ah? wow. open up , got one buck in it smore! just my tiny luck! lol. the books contain a lot of cartoons with naked woman and holes, and condoms and eww. no more talking about tat. told the guys to go check out the book, haha! they hate it because it didn't show real naked people. corrupted assholes.=.=' i bet the author enjoyed drawing all those cartoons in it that pointing at women's P.P and holes. bloody bastard. idiot perv.

I really hope kelab kebudayaan's AGM di-faster-kan. wtf?-___- BECAUSE i can't wait for someone who has the potential to be the president *cough cough changing our corrupted system in K.K! i'm sorry k.k people. please don't be offended but it is true our club has been corrupted. i'm really sorry. don't cry.

fuck, 14th march, ICC concert, audition in effin ISTANA BUDAYA!! but my cousin pulak sibuk wanna kahwin on that day! shit la! i wanna go to this three events! please make that day extra 48 hours. sigh.

exams coming, shit la.

reen annoyed me for not putting her names in my blog. heh. well, u listen to me now. ure a very good friend. i love u because u putting us ure friends at ure highest priority. well, thats what i think. i thank u for that. it really takes a long time to really know ure good side. but reen, it also takes one whole lot of energy to handle u and shao wei's hyperness. lol. but then again without hyperness then it would be no fun rite? so thank u for being my friend.;)

i'm craving for naruto's action figure.=( someone please buy it for my 16th nanti ok? pls. hee. i know i should have been craving for designer stuff. i do crave for that but those comical stuff also i crave ok? i very flexible one, anything also i like. see, i very good. heh.

4s3 people who actually talk to me, although some of u may be a bit boring but in certain things u guys quite cool also. glad to be in same class with u guys. =D

tired of typing, u rockers read till here only k?

hear from me soon,
ssam.

i will keep on laughing.

hey ppl! haha. okay, here's the thing; i went back to my kampung today. met up with my cousins. and this cousin of mine got this one song in her hp la. the song called "Minah2 tudung zaman sekarang" and i listened to the whole song and i laughed! LOL! it is funny though. since i cannot add songs into the blog so i just post the lyrics ok? just made ure own melody ok?and rap it out ureself. and for those who are non- malay, if u think i was making fun of my own race * well, i'm not fully malay anyway, so wtf la.* , then maybe i am because most of them suck in a way. and for those malays who maybe going to be furious after listening or reading the lyrics, then my apology to u, i'll take it as a joke but maybe u should take it as a lesson ok? enjoy!

chorus*

minah2 tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak, BODOH!

pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat ketat, BODOH!

ada pulak pakai tudung tapi pakai T-shirt pulak, BODOH!

mana ke tidak masyarakat kita dipandang rendah, BODOH!

verse*

keluar dengan mak, pakai tudung, pakai sopan

aurat tertutup,

tapi bila keluar dengan kawan,

aurat terdedah bagi lelaki tengok, PERCUMA!

aku tengok pun hairan, mana tak hairan,

agama kuat tapi baju ketat,

bukak tudung rambut*whisper* perang.

perang perang konon nak tunjuk belang,

tindik sini tindik sana,

bukan di telinga saja,

lidah pun ada.

muka decent tetapi perangai nonsense,

ikut sesuka hati dia, tapi tak ikut segi agama.

repeat chorus*

depan ibubapa pakai baju lengan panjang, seluar panjang,

tapi di belakang.. lain citer, macam monster,

cabut kening ada tatu di belakang dia,

pakai make up pakai lipstik punya tebal,

macam momok macam momok,

masyaAllah masyaAllah,

tak boleh angkatx2

tengok diax2

goyang pantatx2!

masuk kelab, pakai tudung,

pergi tandas bukak tudung,

*sing

oh.. ke mana pergi budaya?

ke mana pergi agama?

mana pergi melayu kita?

repeat chorus*

dengarla semua,

jangan ikut kan masa kita,

kita rosak,kita hancur

siapa nak jawab bila kita di kubur?

mak nak jawab kan?

sorry sikit,

bapak nak jawab kan?

sorry sikit,

atok nak jawab kan?

sorry sikit.

berani buat berani tanggung sendiri.

*sing

fikir baik baik

fikir masak masak

jangan kita menyesal

di hari kelakx2

repeat chorus*

atok: berubah la kamu sebelum kamu diberubahkan.

grandson: yela tok, atok jela pandai. whatever la tok.

atok: hish.

haha, enjoy;)

ssam.

16. sweet number.

hey ppl, sorry long time ady didn't blog. busy and lazy. anyway, today i wanna blog about dalila's sweet 16. it was ok. but if i'm not mistake, dal invited a whole lot of ppl but the ones who came only around 30? but nvm la.

God, there's something wrong with my "space" bar.

moving on,

reached dal's around 1300, and there's ppl ady shouting and jumping around and loud music. hell it was wow! ok, dunno how to describe it la. was greeted by uncle samad and after that, two beautiful girl* cough cough, haha jk! u guys are beautiful! , shu an and nicole! baru masuk her house then terus camwhored?? okay. went eating, food was great especially the pasta, is it the pasta? well, dunno la. talk talk a bit then went to the pool. I didn't jump in because i didn't want to. hehe, sory dal. then, went back to the house, dal cut the cake and me, reen n az gave speech.

oh yeah, the speech, reen wanted us to give a speech in front of everybody in that party for dalila. and me n az dunno what to say,so we just blabbered something out. as soon as az gave the speech, i can't help myself. i cried. i know i know, its hard to see me cry but i just did, so GET OVER IT! and four of us all cried, and they took pictures of us crying! what the fark?! after that, i balik. so, here are some pictures as promised. enjoy!

nicole=)
siti natasya=)

the datins. lol

az and reen. camwhoring.

eileen.she's just plainly adorable. =)

dreen= drama reen.

lamey az=)

this D.L kept bothering me to camwhore with her, so just did la.

dal and sweet amelia gan.

eileen: oh, papparazzi? erm, are u taking my picture?i very blur la.

kee jinn: i am so emo, take picture of me now.=.=

siti: oh i'm too famous, don't take my picture pls.
lol.=D

better. not emo not blur=)

what's wrong with this girl?

davisha a.k.a shasha. so cute!

from left: me, eileen, kee jinn,shu an, reen.

black mafia.

haha.

nicole, me, kee jinn, shu an.

kee jinn.

to the pool, to the pool!

at the pool!

bestfriend for 4 years and still counting.

D.L ,az, dal

believe it or not, az just slept the whole time. she didn't go to the pool at all.

reen and ayee.

D.L and dal.

she's my B-F-F but she better get O-F-F! my thighs hurt!(totally get that from

disney channel!lol!)

u see what i mean when she loves camwhored!

u see?

my dal, u can't have her! =p

cake. i didn't get to eat it.;(

D.L being D.L.-.-

ok, let me explain, this picture was taken when they were calling dhaniah,ok?

see, this is the better version.=)

i was crying because of the speech! darn it!

she cried too ya know?!

and az too.

it was embarassing ok?!

ok, happy 16th birthday again dal!

ssam.